Hangin' up the skates

Well, as I mentioned earlier this month, I've decided the time has come to quit writing new posts for this blog. I'm not too ashamed of my track record here, as Out on the Big Limb started with this little post way back in 2006. Most of the time back then, I wasn't even using photos on the posts. 

As promised on its header, the blog has gone all over the place, with everything from rants about Site C (there are several, you just need to use the 'search' feature up in the corner). 

Not all the posts are political rants, I promise. One that currently brings a mix of pleasure and sadness was a celebratory poetry event where a whole bunch of poets read their poems that had been selected to ride around on the bus for a year. I have to say sadness as well because it was only a week ago that Sandy Shreve died. She was the poet who served as the driving force behind the establishment of the Poetry in Transit tradition (which yes, still endures). 

Sometimes I just raved about movies, and occasionally even food (though most of the foodie posts remain on my other old blog, What's fer supper?).

But here it's the 16th of February again, the second anniversary of Alexey Navalny's death in a Russian prison camp. It's only this week that the cause of his death, a poison, has finally been revealed. No surprise, but that doesn't make it any better. I can only imagine what a better world this would be if he had somehow become the president of that country. 

But, like the photo says, for now it's adios, as I'm calling it the end. 

2-6-26

I've been posting words on this blog for a long time. Today is just ten days shy of another blogiversary -- this time it will be number twenty. 

Considering a range of life spans for various creatures, twenty years, once considered the length of a generation, seems like a reasonable enough time to sign off. 

Looking back and looking ahead. A lot like the Buddha in my friend's garden, always looking ahead while focussing on the now and recalling the who-knows-when behind. 

So, onward with the ten-nine-eight-to-signoff countdown. 

Lucky or yucky?

I've never been a big fan of snakes, and I suspect I'm not alone in this. My shoulders go up a bit even as I type these words. 

My dislike of them is, I am pretty sure, unfair. They can't help it if they have to crawl on the ground (or, worse, in my mind, through the branches of trees where they might 'jump' down onto me). 

The little face looking down at you from the top of this post is the head of a piece of art I bought when I lived in Australia--itself a land where snakes are as common as...maybe as mice (or raccoons?) are here. They're around, but you don't often (whew!) encounter one. 

The snake in the photo (I'll admit that I call him the not-very-original 'Snakey') lives high on a shelf in my office and looks down on me as I work at my desk. He was made from a root found in the Outback desert by an Aboriginal artist. The most challenging part of getting him back here to Canada was finding a box that would accommodate his length for the long flight to his new home. 

Finally, Snakey has made his way to being included on this funny little blog because in the Asian Zodiac, this is the year of the Wood Snake, a distinction that only gets celebrated every sixty years. So I guess my friend who's turning sixty this year should be in for some special times. 

One of my worst (and still most vivid) memories of snakes was the result of a 'favour' done by a well-intentioned friend. I'd been working as a substitute teacher for her, for a week when she couldn't be there. Because one's pay rate as a substitute went up after a full five days' work, she wanted to help me stick it out for the full five days. To make my Friday afternoon easy, she arranged for a visit that was bound to keep the children enchanted while I could sit back and relax. The only problem was that the guest presenter happened to be the 'snake lady' and her entourage of reptiles. 

I seriously considered bailing out and going home after lunch--could the pay rise be worth it??

Despite my fears, I stayed, and must have pulled out my best acting chops as I recall (shuddering inside even now) needing to demonstrate how friendly the python was by 'wearing' him across my shoulders. Ugh!

My own wood snake remains my friend, though his relatives who live in the garden and the forest can still sneak up on me (why aren't they called 'sneaks' instead of snakes?) are sure to give me a start. 

Fun while it lasted

There's something so special about those rare seasons when the Canucks make it into the Stanley Cup playoffs. And this year was no different. 

The buses ran 'Go Canucks Go' on their front banners. As you can see, the giant electronic sign at the ferry terminal (above) got into the spirit of cheering for the home team too. Even at the end of the last game when they lost, everyone in the arena stood and cheered and cheered and cheered. I loved the spirit of it. 

I remember the spring of 1982 when Vancouver made it into the 3rd round of the playoffs. I was working at an elementary school and we'd taken a bunch of middle-graders to a drama festival in Vancouver. Both ways, riding the school bus, everyone sang the song that had become that season's anthem, "Na Na Na Na Hey Hey-ey Goodbye." 

Tiresome as it was to hear the song repeated for the nearly hour-long ride, it's still a memory that makes me smile. 

Maybe next year, maybe next year...

Half-heartbroke

That's sort of how I'm feeling for not having been able to see yesterday's total eclipse of the sun. I've known for months that it would be totality in Ontario and had planned in my mind to go. Only as things worked out, that just wasn't to be. 

Sure, as you can see, the images on tv were pretty amazing, but the experience certainly isn't the same as seeing one live. 

My first one was when I was about five, though I'm not finding much in the way of corroborating evidence. I know I was with my mother and that we went to local lakeside and had to hold up eye protection to be safe. Bizarrely, I think that may have consisted of doubled-up negative sheets from then-common rolls of film. For all I know, that might be when my eyes faded from supposedly dark brown to the more hazel they now are. 

Later, there was one (probably partial) here in BC, a wintry-seeming day, so likely overcast. I mostly remember that it got darker and there wasn't any birdsong--in itself a chilling factor. 

And then, quite a good one in August of 2017. My sister came to visit and the two of us sat on deck chairs out in the front yard, exchanging small talk with the occasional passerby, feeling so cool in our hardly-Hollywood cardboard viewing glasses. An elderly man who lived down the street was taking a stroll with his son, and we lent the two of them our glasses so they could look without harming their eyes. It was strange, as despite what had seemed like a lot of publicity, neither of them had been aware of the scheduled eclipse. As Garth, the older man, handed back my glasses, he thanked me and said he was pretty sure he wouldn't see another. Sure enough, a few months later, he was gone. 

So I called this post 'half-heartbroke' and I can't pretend that I'm not super sad, but yes, not totality in the 'heartbroke' department, as I'm pretty sure that I'm not in the same situation as Garth and that yes, I will be around to view another one, even if it isn't from the comfort of our yard. 

At least that's certainly my hope. The only thing I know for sure is that when it comes again I plan to get myself into the path of the next one. Spain is sounding pretty tempting. I even have my old glasses from the one here in 2017 ready and waiting. 

So much depends...

Oh, just look at all that shiny stuff -- right down to the gold-striped serviettes. Shiny or what. 

Those items were accessories at the buffet meal served yesterday at the 'celebration of life' held for a dear friend. I'm not sure she would have liked that much plastic, especially where it looked like it might not be recyclable. Still, it certainly made the table very pretty, and I know that intentions were good. 

The food was quite amazing, with everything from several kinds of salmon -- delicate smoked lox, even chunks of candied salmon. And just about every kind of fruit you could think of, especially the summer treats like melons and berries. 

But for me, even more amazing were the memories people shared. It felt like all of us in the room were part of some overgrown aging family. 

And most amazing of all was one of the speeches, clearly the best-prepared of any that were presented. 

This friend used the analogy of the humble wheelbarrow to illustrate the many wonderful traits of our recently-gone friend. The wheelbarrow, overall, was such an apt metaphor for our friend as she was an avid gardener who never let the chance to enlist guests in work parties pass her by. But on, to the wheelbarrow, on which we know 'so much depends'. 

The legs, left and right, stood for the two sides of her brain -- logic and organizational skills on the right, balanced by the freedom-loving creative side on the left (which was also pointed out as being the departed's political leanings). 

The wheel with its ever-forward, onward direction reminded us of our friend's penchant for travelling the globe, sometimes even on the wheels of a bicycle. 

And yes, William Carlos Williams told it so beautifully all those years ago with his spare little poem about the wheelbarrow. 

Shiny plastic cutlery or not, I am sure our friend must have looked down on all of us and smiled. 

A Sad-iversary

I can't quite bring myself to call it an anniversary, as that conjures happy celebrations in my mind. This one, observed yesterday, is not a day for celebrating. Yet it's certainly important enough to mark and remember. 

It was a year ago that the announcement came, telling us that 215 graves had been found on the site of a former residential school here in BC. 

This morning, poking through a stack of books in the living room, I once again opened a book that tells a story of life in such a school. Called The Ledgerbook of Thomas Blue-Eagle, it's a contemporary re-creation of just the kind of books children were given to keep their lessons in -- leftover ledger books donated by the local bank. No matter that the paper was lined for keeping accounts; children kept their own accounts, in this case, with details of a boy's young life. 

Text accompanying the image above reads in part:

At night we had to wear long red suits that scratched our skin. We slept on iron beds. It was very different from sleeping in my warm tipi under buffalo robes with Two Painted Horse nearby. Each boy was allowed only one keepsake to remind him of home...

This book and its story comes from the US, where things were somewhat different than here in Canada. For one thing, I don't believe children in our residential schools were allowed to keep anything, not even their long hair. 

Because I've been away (and offline), this blog has been empty for a few weeks. But with an observance as important as this one -- with even our Governor General in attendance -- it seemed like the right time to come back to the big limb.